“Fifteen hundred years ago, everyone know that Earth was the center of the universe. Five hundred years ago, everyone knew that the Earth was flat, and fifteen minutes ago, you knew that humans were alone on this planet. Imagine what you’ll know tomorrow.” – Agent Kay (Men in Black)

It’s been a hot minute since my last post. I’m extremely aware and very apologetic! I haven’t been as productive as I would have liked to have been this summer, and now that the August weeks are whining down I’ve been feeling a large mix of emotions; one of which is disappointment. I’ve been disappointed with myself and I often find that it’s hard for me to jump back up from that kind of self-low. Add on top of that some uncertainty about specific friendships, relationships, employment, academic classes, and a recent location move? Motivation has been hard to come by.

I’d first like to make give an update on Nan. If you caught my previous post where I talked a little about NDEs, you’ll remember my story about visiting my sick great-grandmother. However, the only news I have to report is that there has been radio silence about her condition. My evil grandmother has yet to contact anybody, save maybe the aunt and uncle I had mentioned in that last post, with a follow up. It’s all been a huge question mark and for some reason my dad hasn’t been following through on his own. In fact, he got a bit pissed when I came home to visit and asked him how she was doing. I confronted my mom and she believes that he is hurt by the lack of communication. His family isn’t reaching out to him during this difficult time and he feels neglected and/or forgotten. Unfortunately, my grandmother is the type of person who would keep even her passing a secret, so we’re left with no option but to attempt to investigate on our own. Again, I’ll keep the blog informed.
I will confide with you all though that I believe something negative has occurred; most likely within the past two-and-a-half weeks.

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“See I’ve always hated unknowns, and now that I’m facing the biggest one there is, I want to know what to expect. I want to know what’s going to happen to me after I die.” – Ivan (Proof s1/ep1)

Originally, my plan for the second post on this site would be a continuation of sorts on the first. I wrote a draft in my email where I was brainstorming topics to write about and what logical order they should be presented in. It made sense to describe more of my previous intuitive developments so future experiences I would want to talk about had some background information. As I’ve mentioned, there have been numerous situations, of a paranormal nature, that have taken place between second grade and present day.

However, due to recent news in my personal life, I feel both compelled and inspired to discuss something a bit left field (but still relevant): near death experiences.

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“’Begin at the beginning,’ the King said, very gravely, ‘and go on till you come to the end: then stop.’” – Lewis Carroll (Alice in Wonderland)

I spent a few days trying to decide how to go about introducing the first post on this blog. They say first impressions are everything. An intimidating realization standing alone, but absolutely terrifying when taken out of the context of (what I believe to be the originally intended) face-to-face greetings. How do you win over an audience virtually? I’m not sure. Though a big fan of numerous internet sensations, even having the opportunity to meet quite a few, I myself have had no success with social media popularity. And to be honest? I’d feel a million times more comfortable introducing myself in a traditional social setting. I wouldn’t necessarily call myself a people person, but I’ve been told I had a knack for turning on the charm.

Winning over the living can be, maybe not so surprisingly, incredibly easy.

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